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Last entry;,.

Change is needed here.
Cause I just did a lot of change to my life.
Bye moldy_shorts! =D

I'm such a fuck up.

And I can't get this picture out of my head.. And it makes my chest ache and I don't know why. But the evidence is there and it hurts.

I've decided on what I will dye my hair to. :)



Yep yep yep. ^_^

A woman was in a coma. She had been in it for months. Nurses were in her room giving her a sponge bath. One of them was washing her private area and noticed that there was a slight response on the monitor when she touched her.

They tried it again and sure enough there was definite movement. They went to her husband and explained what happened, telling him, "As crazy as this sounds, maybe a little oral sex will do the trick and bring her out of the coma."

The husband was skeptical, but they assured him that they'd close the curtains for privacy. The husband finally agreed and went into his wife's room.

After a few minutes the woman's monitor flat lined, no pulse, no heart rate. The nurses run back into the room. "What happened!?" they cried. The husband said, "I'm not sure - I think maybe she choked."

Cause I'm not emo and I'm not punk or goth or any of that crap. I'm definately not some kind of gangster rap person. So I'm now going to label myself as a spaz maniac. YEAH. Haaa. o_O;

Economic Lube: I haven't talked to you in forever.
Economic Lube: Have you heard Coheed's new song The Suffering?
Goodbye Cassio: ahh sorry
Goodbye Cassio: yes i have its very good
Economic Lube: I knooows
Economic Lube: Welcome home is orgasmic.
Goodbye Cassio: yes
Goodbye Cassio: and have you heard wake up or the willing well 2?
Economic Lube: Yes.
Economic Lube: Wake up is like, so awesome.
Goodbye Cassio: my friend joe found i think 7 or 8 new ones total
Economic Lube: woah
Goodbye Cassio: yeah
Goodbye Cassio: i haven't heard all them yet though
Economic Lube: I want lots of stuff on the album to be new to me.. :-(
Economic Lube: Its coming out 4 days before my birthday
Goodbye Cassio: oh my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Goodbye Cassio: we have the same birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Economic Lube: ...Holy shit.
Goodbye Cassio: holy damn
Economic Lube: Let get like.. Married.
Economic Lube: jk. =p
Economic Lube: You're the third person I've met with my same brithday
Economic Lube: But never for the same purpose.
Goodbye Cassio: hmm
Goodbye Cassio: hah
Goodbye Cassio: well thats cool
Goodbye Cassio: wait whats your birthday?
Economic Lube: September 24th.
Goodbye Cassio: aha!
Goodbye Cassio: ok good
Goodbye Cassio: awesome
Economic Lube: Dude. We should be wed.
Economic Lube: Hahaha.
Goodbye Cassio: haha
Goodbye Cassio: ok i guess so then
Economic Lube: Yeah okay. We can call ourselves married now.
Economic Lube: *poof* Yeah, see.
Goodbye Cassio: ok cool
Economic Lube: lmao.
Goodbye Cassio: oh awesome
Goodbye Cassio: hah
Economic Lube: I'm having an affair with Claudio's guitar though.
Goodbye Cassio: ahhhh
Goodbye Cassio: the gibson explorer
Goodbye Cassio: i'm getting one of those
Economic Lube: Lucky.
Economic Lube: I so suck at guitar.
Economic Lube: I wish I was better. :-(
Economic Lube: No new guitar for me until I get better
Goodbye Cassio: hah
Goodbye Cassio: well thats ok
Goodbye Cassio: i play classic guitar
Goodbye Cassio: not that much electric stuff, more acoustic
Economic Lube: I don't have a amp
Economic Lube: So I can't play electric
Economic Lube: lmao
Goodbye Cassio: haha
Goodbye Cassio: thats rough
Economic Lube: hahaha
Economic Lube: The morning will come
Economic Lube: in the press of every kiss
Economic Lube: With your head upon my chest
Economic Lube: =p
Goodbye Cassio: oh werd??
Economic Lube: Werd.
Goodbye Cassio: werd
Economic Lube: *boobie dances*
Economic Lube: ...Woah dude. I don't even know where that came from.
Goodbye Cassio: haha
Goodbye Cassio: hmmm
Goodbye Cassio: it was funny though
Economic Lube: lmao.
Goodbye Cassio: damnnn coheed rocks
Economic Lube: I knooow. I'm gasming in my space boots.
Economic Lube: ...Woah.
Economic Lube: lol
Goodbye Cassio: i don't have space boots:-(
Economic Lube: :-( :-( :-(
Economic Lube: I know. I don't either. Thats how hard I'm gasming.
Economic Lube: hahaha.
Economic Lube: <3
Goodbye Cassio: haha
Goodbye Cassio: good
Goodbye Cassio: ok i
Goodbye Cassio: 'mout
Economic Lube: NO LOVER
Goodbye Cassio: this is myt last non- school night
Economic Lube: :-( :-( :-(
Economic Lube: YOU CANNOT LEAVE YOUR NEW WIFE
Goodbye Cassio: no i must
Economic Lube: Have fun. lmao
Goodbye Cassio: ok you too

I had an interesting talk with Andrew tonight. lmao.
He makes me feel really good sometimes... <3 ._.

If things don't clear up with my family, I'm asking my parents if I can be sent to live with one of my uncles so I can concentrate on my schoolwork.

I'm dying. ._.

Wouldn’t it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn’t have to wait so long
And wouldn’t it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know it’s gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we’ve been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn’t it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn’t be a single thing we couldn’t do
We could be married
And then we’d be happy

Wouldn’t it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn’t it be nice

Father Sato: < 3
Economic Lube: =O
Economic Lube: Big heart.
Father Sato: lawng
Economic Lube: lololol u saed lawng lolololololol
Father Sato: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHHAH
Father Sato: omfg.
Father Sato: the anger I am experiencing now can only be measured in tons of very pokey and cold objects
Economic Lube: hahahaha
Father Sato: for I must leave to my frail grandmother's home
Economic Lube: <3
Economic Lube: D=
Father Sato: yes I know the path ahead is very dangerous and pokey
Economic Lube: DDD=
Father Sato: however not cold, I shall wear my PARKA
Economic Lube: But but but. YOU CANNOT LEAVE ME
Father Sato: and muslim lady hat thing
Economic Lube: =p
Economic Lube: <333
Economic Lube: *squeezes tightly* I'll miss yoou.
Father Sato: yes quite so, and I shall miss you too
Father Sato: however, every time you have a bowel movement, let it remind you of me, and you will never feel sad
Economic Lube: ....
Economic Lube: o___________________________________o *twitch*
Father Sato: kekekeke
Economic Lube: 14!
Economic Lube: LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!
Father Sato: HAHAHAHHHAHAH
Economic Lube: In a month
Economic Lube: I'll be
Economic Lube: 14!!1 lololololololol
Father Sato: omfG
Father Sato: I'll buy you a bucket
Economic Lube: Will it be giant?
Economic Lube: Can I live in it?
Economic Lube: o___o;
Father Sato: only when you are 14 will you truly understand what must be done
Father Sato: with the bucket
Economic Lube: BUT I WANT TO KNOW NOOOW!
Economic Lube: I WANT A FEAST!
Father Sato: BE PATIENT
Economic Lube: I WANT A BEAN FEAST!
Economic Lube: CUPCAKES AND DONUTS AND FRUITCAKES WITH NO NUTS
Economic Lube: o_O;
Economic Lube: SO GOOD YOU COULD GO NUTS
Economic Lube: GIVE IT TO ME NOOOW
Economic Lube: O_o
Father Sato: you will know
Father Sato: it will be the beginning of your journey as a 14 year old
Economic Lube: *gasp*
Father Sato: and at the end of your journey are pleasureful feelings that you have never experienced or dreamt possible to experience in your LIFE
Economic Lube: ...
Economic Lube: O_o
Father Sato: and ninja bunnies
Economic Lube: 0rg4s/\/\??/1 lolololololololol
Father Sato: more pleasureful
Father Sato: and h0tt
Father Sato: |-|077 !!!!!111one
Father Sato: omfg
Father Sato: I must go
Father Sato: my sister is going to have my HEAD FOR THIS
Economic Lube: rally??????? u r krazy
Father Sato: WE CANNOT BE SEEN TOGETHER
Economic Lube: =o
Father Sato: ANYMORE
Father Sato: OMFG
Economic Lube: OMG NO
Economic Lube: NOOO
Father Sato: AFK FOR A WHILE

Caaaause, he rocks like that. And thats why.

Oh yeah, I self pierced my nose lastnight. I just bought some studs for it today. ^_^

Well, I might not go to Mrachek afterall. They tell me that I'm going to have to enroll in East first, my old school. And mom refuses to put me back in it and I don't blame her. (It's the worst middle school in all of Colorado and is being taken over by the government soon.) Um, I can't get into Mrachek because they say they have a long waiting list of people not in the area trying to get in which sucks. They need to see my parent's apartment lease, my shots and my birth certificate. My parents lost my birth certificate, but my grandmother has a copy of it. ^_^ Mom told me if I can't get into Mrachek she'll just put me in homeschooling for another year. But that means I'll be in Florida by the time I'm going to school, and I might be a 9th grader if East didn't fail me. See, Alaina told me that East didn't disenroll me when my mom told them to. That means that they kept me enrolled just so they could receive the funds for me, marked me absent everyday and made me fail all of my classes. Assholes.

Economic Lube: =(
Economic Lube: You made Kristin SAD
Economic Lube: =p
Synthesized Hell: MAT WANT MAKE KRISSY HAPPY
Economic Lube: NO KRISTIN SAD
Synthesized Hell: KRISSY NEED HAPPY
Economic Lube: KRISSY NO HAPPY TILL YOU MAKEY TEA TEA
Synthesized Hell: MAT NO LIKEY TEA TEA.
Economic Lube: KRISSY NO CARE
Economic Lube: KRISSY IS PMS
Economic Lube: KRISSY WANT TEA
Synthesized Hell: MAT MAKE TEA
Economic Lube: GOOD
Economic Lube: KRISSY HAPPY NOW
Synthesized Hell: HOW DUMMY MAT MAKE TEA
Economic Lube: MAKE WATER HOT
Synthesized Hell: MAT'S IQ DROP TALKING LIKE THIS
Economic Lube: PUT TEA IN
Synthesized Hell: BUT KRISSY FAR AWAY
Synthesized Hell: HOW YOU GET MAT TEA
Economic Lube: KRISSY NO CARE
Economic Lube: KRISSY WANT TEA
Synthesized Hell: MAT GOING TO MAKE TEA
Synthesized Hell: MAT BE RIGHT BACK
Economic Lube: TEA TEA TEA!!!
Economic Lube: =DD
Economic Lube: TEA MAKE KRISSY NO SPAZ SPAZ
Economic Lube: GOVE
Economic Lube: O_O
Economic Lube: GIVE KRISSY TEA TEA
Synthesized Hell: MAT MADE KRISSY TEA
Economic Lube: TEA TEA PLEASE PLEASE
Economic Lube: TEA TEA BEFORE I SPAZ SPAZ
Synthesized Hell: *GIVES TEA* o_o
Economic Lube: TEA?
Economic Lube: THIS TEA?
Synthesized Hell: TEA
Economic Lube: TEA NEED SUGAR
Economic Lube: TEA NEED LOT OF SUGAR
Synthesized Hell: MAT PUT SUGAR IN IT NOW
Synthesized Hell: *DOES SO*
Economic Lube: KRISSY WANT TEA NOW
Economic Lube: TEA PLEASE
Economic Lube: PLEASE TEA
Synthesized Hell: DRINK YOUR TEA
Economic Lube: POR FAVOR TEA
Synthesized Hell: *GIVES YOU TEA*
Economic Lube: YAY! TEA!
Economic Lube: KRISSY HAPPY!
Synthesized Hell: YAY

My life sure does change quickly... lol

Woot! Hell the fuck yes! I'm going to a public school this year. This one is called Mrachek. =o

Lets hope I don't regret this. ;)

Ayden and I must've spent 5-6 hours playing Ragnarok and talking on mic. He stayed up until 6 AM his time. Yeah, he kept doing really cute stuff like talking like a little kid and hes like, "Kwiiis, pweaase?" and then before he went to bed hes like, "Kriiis, make me breakfast." He called me Kris a lot.. I like it when he says my name... Hes the only boy who calls me Kris, and I like it better than Kristin. What if I like Ayden again? Agh. ._.

Andrew and I broke up today. If you fucking IM me asking me if I'm okay I'll kill you. -_-

My parents are laughing loudly about how I cried about Andrew being in the hospital. I guess I really am just a big loser for crying about the person I love because they're in pain. ._. Haha. Listen to them laugh.

I feel like dying.